I ams

I am so excited
But I am scared
I am so happy
But I am nervous
I am so looking forward to a special day
But I am cautious to hope that tomorrow is the special one
I am so close to tears of joy
But I am trying to hold them back
I am so ready
But I am unprepared
I am so looking forward to being a Dad
But I want badly to hang onto my individuality
I am so ready to share my life
But I am selfish with my time
I am so madly in love
But I am looking forward to sharing this love with someone new